inside my heaven

i always love talking about design. i walk away refreshed and at peace, bright and happy. i love design...all aspects of it.

it makes sense since my Creator's design is what draws my love for Him most. every landscape, every tree, every sunny rain, and every creative masterpiece He has given man the capacity to create - a perfect reflection of His unattainably vast creativity.

talking about design brings the light of all my artistic loves to life and thus reminds me of the God i could never fall out of love with - even in the hardest of times - for when design is mentioned, my heart is captured once again.

i have always been afraid of the "forever" heaven concept mostly because heaven was not portrayed as my true "heaven" that i desire. of course it won't be anything my mind can conjure, but i believe it will be at least better. so, my love for heaven has now been awakened for my heaven, i have realized, is a small glimpse of what eternal life with my Creator will be like: bright, warm, peaceful, vibrant, free. everything creativity brings to me in its purest form.